i was fluctuating today tbh

i told her that i was going downtown and then walked out the door and she just came running out into the snow and grabbed my hand and she grabbed my actual hand guys i can’t believe it she grabbed my hand and she held my hand in her hand in the snow in february and here we were and she was holding my hand she was holding my hand in her hand and oh my god she was holding my hand she had my hand and she had it she she had it she she um had it sh e had my hand she was finally holding my hand after all of this she was there and she was holding my hand and and and her hand she and i were holding hands we were holding each other’s hands at the eye and our hands our hands it was our hands it was in our hands it was in our hands that split second of being in your hands on the couch and our hands and your hands and your hands it was your head on the couch against my chest and it was in my hands it was all in my hands in your hair and our hands it was in your hands it was in my hands and and i kissed her head in my hands i kissed her hand it was her it was her with my hand it was her with my hand and i left her i left her that night

19 July 2025